Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Living the Transient Life

I'm getting ready to move. Again. I've been at my mom's for the past month, sitting in stasis.

My car is packed. The cats know something is up. For some reason I don't want to leave. I want to stay here with my mother. Did I suddenly regress to 12?

Here's the thing. I'm tired of moving. I want to be somewhere permananent, solid, home. I guess that I've been trying to find my fit for a long time now and it just hasn't happened. So I guess that I'll keep moving, trying to find my fit until I find someplace that feels right to me. My real fear? That I'll never find it.

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